I went to the doctor. There was no diagnosis. But they did take 4 tubes of blood from me! They’re testing me for all kinds of things. I’ll know the results on Monday. They said if anything was crazy they would call me over the weekend. I hope I don’t get a call over the weekend.

When they were measuring my blood pressure, the machine kept stopping and beeping. The nurse asked if I was alright. She told me to relax and breathe in with my nose and out with my mouth. I did. The machine stopped again. She told me to sit back and once again breathe in with my nose and out with my mouth. Machine stopped again. She had me stand up and same thing. She asked if I had trouble breathing. She asked if I had shortness of breathe. I told her no. She said there wasn’t enough oxygen. Finally it recorded my blood pressure. It also took my pulse. I didn’t know what my pulse was until I looked at the paper. I thought it was weird that the nurse asked if my heart was beating fast. My pulse was a very high 119. That’s kinda disturbing.

One thing I didn’t mention to the nurse was that I get nervous. Whenever my blood pressure is being measured, I am very aware of my breathing and often times, I just hold my breath.

So I’ve been very fatigued and weak lately. I have shaky hands. Loss of (a lot) weight. Loss of appetite. Headache. Nausea sometimes. Just feeling very messed up. I hope they figure out what the problem is soon and fix me. I hope its nothing serious.

My head actually isn’t feeling very good right now so I should head to bed.