I feel bad. I let out a side of me that is usually contained – a side that is not particularly the best to display in the situation. And although I sensed it rising up within me, I could not contain it completely and it slipped through. It became uncomfortably warm. I had to remove my jacket. Beads of sweat were literally rolling down my forehead. My hands began to shake. My voice trembled. I was in a situation that was unfamiliar – the type of situation that I try to avoid. It was difficult, more than anticipated. It was apparent to the people who knew me. And I hope that the people who don’t know me, don’t place my actions as a part of my character.

It’s definitely been a long week and tomorrow will be a long day.