Imagine something that you do all the time. It may not be your favorite thing and its not the worse although you dislike it more than you like it. And you have to do it because you somehow inherited it. But suddenly its being stripped away from you. Which is supposed to be a good thing, but it leaves you feeling a little useless. It doesn’t make you feel as whole because that part of you was so ingrained and now its going away. But it’s going to be good. It’s what I want. But right now, it makes me feel less.

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listening to: Augustana/Boston