I’m terribly excited and terribly scared all at the same time. Watching one chapter of my life close and stepping into the next. It feels uncertain, it feels uncomfortable, yet it feels mildly liberating.
It all happened so fast I barely had time to think. I’ve been waiting for so long and now that it has come, it seems so unreal.
I’m praying that this is God’s leading. Everything is in His time.
I guess I will have to continue the Bible Study post some other time because I really want to write about how my eye has been bothering me…well more like my contact. I’m not how long it has been going on but it has been very apparent this week that my right contact keeps going blurry. Every time I blink, it gets blurry so I think I keep making myself not blink. It’s really annoying because it’s hard to focus at work and it’s hard to read things. The left one is..ok. To rule out the fact that it’s not my eyes, I don’t think my eye has been going blurry with my glasses.
So I’m thinking my contact must be dirty? Could it be the natural dirtiness of things as I’ve had it for a long time? I mean it gets cleaned every single night! It’s really bothering me and has made my right eye extremely tired. :(
I just switched my right contact to an older “spare” one and it feels a lot better and things are clear but I really want to figure out what’s wrong with the current one. Unfortunately the next available appointment for the optometrist is not until the 2nd to last week of July. Hopefully this spare one holds through or else I will be very unhappy, uncomfortable, and annoyed.