This weekend was eventful.

I ran 6 miles for the 2nd time.  It was easier than the first time – maybe because it wasn’t so hot.  Maybe because we took a short break trying to get a better view of the waterfall – then I guess it’s not a straight 6 miles but whatever.

My precious car got rear-ended.  If you aren’t looking for damage, you won’t find it.  It’s not visible from afar.  It’s basically the screws of the guy’s license plate.  Good thing my bumper is strong and good thing this wasn’t my little corolla which surely would have crushed being that cardbox it is.  Thank God that L. was there – I hate dealing with this stuff and I felt so much more secure having a guy there and just having someone there.  I was rattled.  I hate car accidents.

I played on worship team for the first time ever.  It was okay – better than expected.  I wasn’t as scared as I probably would have been if I were my old self but I was still nervous and not confident about it.  I wish we had practiced more the morning of but we didn’t really get a chance to.  I got lost in one of the songs but I think I masked it well – haha.  Playing guitar is fun.  Playing guitar also hurts my back/shoulder that I hurt a few years ago.  In fact, after practicing last Wednesday, it was pretty painful and bothering me the next two days.  This happens every time I play – but you know what, it didn’t hurt after worship at all which was weird.  Must be God taking care of me.  :)

Most of today was okay until the end of the day.  Then it sucked.  Maybe it’s cause I’m PMSing – so I’m more prone to be easily agitated, irritated, and emotional.  I’m getting tired of it.  It’s like a game that people are playing here and frankly it’s unhealthy and taking a toll.  Once again, a reminder.

I’ve also woken up with a headache 2-3 days in a row and I don’t know why.  Stress?  Too much caffeine?  Not enough caffeine?  Not enough water?  Not enough sleep?  Don’t know but it’s kind of annoying.

I feel like a lot is going on or rather a lot is up in the air.  I feel like this year is going to fill up ever so quickly just like last year.

I feel like right now, I just need to FEEL that Jesus loves me.  Yes, yes, I know he does, but I want to feel it. Just right now, for a moment.