It’s been a freaking roller coaster ride.  The journey’s been wild.  Emotions high and emotions low.

I’ve made it this far.  Only a short bit left to go.

Watching God orchestrate this is neat.  I have little faith.  I worry like no other – I worry to the extreme.  I constantly seek affirmation on a play by play level.  I’m still afraid.  Still.  It’s actually ridiculous.  I shouldn’t.

The end is in sight – the hand is reaching down at the end of the lit tunnel.  I’ve grabbed onto it and am being pulled out.  It’s a long way out but I’m beginning to get pulled out.

It’s been so long that I’m afraid of the outside.  I’m afraid of leaving.  Afraid of reactions, consequences…

Sounds like a victim of domestic violence…abusive relationships…holding on…

Today ended up set up well by God – sequence of events.  Amazing.

Now we just wait.

Need to be strong, be courageous, and triumphant.

Need to know that God is with me and He is powerful, He is a protector, He is a shield..

Need to continue to TRUST in HIM because He will carry me through.  He’s brought me this far.  He won’t leave me.

Need to ride it out.  Ride it out.

Look at the positive.  Look at the light.  Hold on to things that matter – hold on to God who is reliable – unlike everyone / everything else.

Praise God for His blessings and for answered prayers.  :)