New Beginnings

It begins tomorrow.  New beginnings.

Back to the grind.  It’s been nice to be on a break.  It was about a week and a half long but has surprisingly felt quite long.  Almost like I don’t know what it feels like to be back in the grind.  I guess that means it was a good and much needed break.

New beginnings.  I think I should feel excited and super happy, but in fact, I am a bit nervous.  New is exciting yet scary all at the same time.  You know me…scared of everything.  Yup.

New people.  New tasks.  New environment.  New grind.

Am I capable?  Will I like the people?  Will the people like me?  Will the environment suit me?  Will I be able to perform and deliver?

I want to really enjoy it.  I want it to last longer than the honeymoon stage.  I want it to last.  I want to be able to rave about it.  I want to be happy.  I want to have good relationships.  I want to enjoy what I do.  I want to have fun.

I don’t want drama, egos, or politics.

I also want to be a light.  I want to be able to show my faith through action.  God is putting me for a reason and I know it’s more than an answered prayer for escape.  He places people in certain places for His purpose.

So while I’m nervous, I will take tomorrow in stride.

Cheers to new beginnings.  :)