It begins tomorrow. New beginnings.
Back to the grind. It’s been nice to be on a break. It was about a week and a half long but has surprisingly felt quite long. Almost like I don’t know what it feels like to be back in the grind. I guess that means it was a good and much needed break.
New beginnings. I think I should feel excited and super happy, but in fact, I am a bit nervous. New is exciting yet scary all at the same time. You know me…scared of everything. Yup.
New people. New tasks. New environment. New grind.
Am I capable? Will I like the people? Will the people like me? Will the environment suit me? Will I be able to perform and deliver?
I want to really enjoy it. I want it to last longer than the honeymoon stage. I want it to last. I want to be able to rave about it. I want to be happy. I want to have good relationships. I want to enjoy what I do. I want to have fun.
I don’t want drama, egos, or politics.
I also want to be a light. I want to be able to show my faith through action. God is putting me for a reason and I know it’s more than an answered prayer for escape. He places people in certain places for His purpose.
So while I’m nervous, I will take tomorrow in stride.
Cheers to new beginnings. :)