I’m not sure about much these days.  =

I don’t know what I want.  I don’t know what God wants.

I don’t know what to do.  I think I’m after something but I’m holding myself back.  It’s getting so confusing that it’s all a blur and everything is just unclear.  It’s like a glimmer of hope, following a string, that leads to nowhere.

I’m slowly opening pandora’s box.

[So when will this end? It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it won’t stop
Till I step down from this

Sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle, yeah
Sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle yeah]
-LIFEHOUSE

I just don’t want to deal with any of it anymore.

I know, nobody said it was easy.