I have a secret fear and I feel this quite often…that I may have some serious health problem in which I am not aware of.  I feel like my body is deteriorating.  Maybe its old age…maybe its because I’m so out of shape and have been very inactive in the past 6 months to a year or so.  Probably the latter.

I’ve been feeling all this pain all over my body.  Especially my back, my shoulder, now my neck, and my arm.  I am pretty sure its just because I used to exercise often enough and now I don’t really do anything.  I know I have a gym membership but I really hate the gym.  I much rather play sports every night.  I think before I was playing basketball once a week, would sub for softball sometimes and then I would play Ultimate on Sundays.  Now…I was doing football for a few months but the amount of exercise there is nothing really compared to Ultimate.  I mean it gets tiring and all but I don’t run.

Ugh…need to get rid of the pain.  Need to exercise and play sports.