Overused…
“We’re close…” – referring to “close to being done/complete.”
“It’s a simple integration” – it’s never simple.
“We’re onboard” – of course you are…
Monthly Archives: September 2011
Never Satisfied Flaw
Sometimes I feel like God answers prayers in ways we can’t imagine. We have this idea in our head of what we’re seeking or pray for things to happen but when the prayer is answered it doesn’t always fit into how we wanted it to be answered or expected it to be answered.
Never satisfied right? How sad is that. I’ve had a prayer, maybe two, answered recently and I’m thankful but I’m also like…BUT…what about this…or what about that. My prayer was answered yet I am not fully satisfied – why? Geez, makes me feel so demanding, needy, and ungrateful even though I should be really happy because God hears me.
What a horrible flaw…never satisfied.
I need to trust more and allow God to take control of things.
Thoughts of Late
- Go to business school FT
- Go somewhere else
- Start a business somehow
- Start something new – have not thought of yet
- Build a website to sell something – what should I sell?
Life sucks.
Principle
It’s the principle that counts. Not happy.
Cooking
I like cooking. I actually miss cooking. I used to cook so many different kinds of things and it was so fun! I had the sudden urge to eat/cook steak the other night so I invited myself over to MOL’s house to cook. :) Thanks for letting me cook, haha.
I like to think of how to cook things in my head a lot. Things I used to make:
- Chicken Marsala (not to be confused with Chicken Masala)
- Pasta Bake Thing
- Salmon – different kinds
- Different crockpot items – chili, shredded pork for tacos, coca cola meatballs
- Sweet & Spicy Wings
- Different types of pasta
Man, I miss it. I also like to try cooking new things.
Curious
Curious to see what God is orchestrating.
Well I Have a Flush
Playing texas hold ’em for push ups and sit ups is way more fun than playing with fake money and possibly real money.
Girl’s with Footballs
A girl carrying a football is like a guy carrying a puppy or baby around. ;)
God’s Humor?
God, you have a funny sense of humor. However, I am not amused.
What is the point of this and why is this happening?
Broken Little Glass Jars
I feel like people are little glass jars. The glass jar basically holds us together.
The last few days I’ve been feeling kind of crummy – more today than other days. I guess I feel kind of sad. A lot of my friends are going through hard times right now. I was making a prayer list last night and realized that we’re all so broken.
Some people’s glass jars have been shattered and are in so many pieces they don’t know how to put them together nor do they think they can even put it together. Some people are broken but in fewer pieces. Others have pieces missing but most of it is still there. Others have large cracks in them, ready to break at any time. Others have chips in them. Some people have lost their pieces. Others are trying hard to hold them together.
Me? I feel like I have a lot of chips and if I get anymore, well, it might not hold together so well.
People are so broken right now that it breaks my heart. When I think about all the different things people are going through, it just makes me sad. And we as friends all try to be strong for each other. I think it is so important that we do.
And as I think some more about glass – a broken glass can’t really get put back together. What happens when a glass is broken? You throw it away. I think about how we’re all really just trying to hold ourselves together, to be strong and not let things affect us, or how we go about picking up the broken pieces wondering how we can put it all back together. And I don’t think we can.
But I do think that God can. God can heal the broken. He can make things new. People fail each other all the time. Other things we rely on, things that consume our lives, they all fail. But God never fails. He is the rock, the stronghold, the light that keeps on shining when everything is dark. We need to remember that.
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