Boston

My heart breaks for Boston.  Just seeing all the news and the pictures makes me sad.  Makes my eyes tear up.  What is wrong with this world?  What is wrong with people?  A day of celebration, triumph, and unity turned into a life changing day of terror, destruction, loss, and mourning.  It’s unimaginable.  Unfathomable.  #prayforboston

hypochondriac

Sometimes Google isn’t a good thing.  I’m getting super paranoid by Googling right now. I’m scaring myself, a lot.  I have this bump on the side of my neck – not sure how long it’s been there but it’s kind of big.  You can see it and you can feel it.  Maybe it has to do with just me getting the flu/cold twice over the past month so it’s a lymph node that’s swollen from that.  If that’s the case, it should go away soon.  I’m still coughing a bit.  But I’m googling, cause that’s what I do and a lot of results for bumps on the neck or swollen lymph nodes have something to do with cancer…  which is really really scaring the crap out of me.  I couldn’t sleep the other night cause I was thinking about it.  =/

I just emailed my thyroid doc to also see if it has anything to do with that and whether I should go in and see them or see my primary.

Please pray for me if you read this that it’s nothing serious!  I’m so worried and paranoid  and scared right now.  :(

Thoughts of Late

Hmm..ankle still aching from the volleyball tournament this past weekend and knee has been feeling a little pain too.  =\  Dang it!  It was so fun to be active though!  Ugh.  Hope it heals by Sunday for football.

Work was actually kind of stressful today!  It’s been awhile since I’ve felt that!  But it’ll be okay.

Took Strength Finders for the 3rd time.  Same results with the exception of one.  Actually, all the times I’ve taken it, only one changed.  I bet those are the 3 that are floating around spots 6, 7, and 8.  I feel like if people actually focused on their strengths, we would all be so much more productive and impactful.  More on this later.