The next 2 months are going to be crazy – and maybe May too.

We’ve got about 4 weeks left in March and I need to pack because we’re moving – probably in the next 2 weeks.  One weekend is J’s bridal shower.  One weekend is retreat.  One weekend is vegas.  I still need to do my taxes.  There is also a community meeting.  There is also football.  Oh, somewhere here is my birthday too – I almost forgot.

In April, there’s a baby shower, R&J’s wedding, a supposed Mission Bowl, the half marathon – AND K’s bridal shower is going to be in April as well.  That’s every weekend.

In May, there’s K&T’s wedding and a Taiwan trip.

I feel bad.  I feel bad about football.  I feel bad I’m not a better MOH for K.

And I still have to deal with the “9 to 5”.

It’s crazy.  I hope I don’t explode.  And maybe my high stress levels are killing my immune system cause I have a sore throat and I haven’t been sick in awhile – and I hope I don’t get sick because I’m supposed to go snowboarding on Friday too.  I must be stressed.  And pmsing.  This is a bad combination.

I’m so tired….mentally.

This is not good.  =

Unfortunately, it’s all about how well you play the game.

I started writing on reflections of 2011, then I realized that each section was really long.  I might have to break them down into mini posts.  It’ll be like blogging for all the things I’ve wanted to blog about but never had a chance to – a flood of posts.  Or maybe, I’ll just make it one excessively long post.  Who knows…

Things that make me mad…

When people don’t keep their word.

When I explicitly tell people not to tell something to someone and they tell it – I guess that goes with the previous item.

Trust is huge for me – it takes a long time to build and a second to lose.

Under promise – over deliver.

God is good.  Answered prayer.  So good.  =D

It’s weird to have lost a decent amount of weight and not really notice it physically.  So strange.  Where was it?!